10th

Monday, November 10, 2008 

Current mood:  adored 
Category: Writing and Poetry

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so you want to be a writer?
by Charles Bukowski

if it doesn't come bursting out of you in spite of everything, don't do it. unless it comes unasked out of your heart and your mind and your mouth and your gut, don't do it. if you have to sit for hours staring at your computer screen or hunched over your typewriter searching for words, don't do it. if you're doing it for money or fame, don't do it. if you're doing it because you want women in your bed, don't do it. if you have to sit there and rewrite it again and again, don't do it. if it's hard work just thinking about doing it, don't do it. if you're trying to write like somebody else, forget about it.   if you have to wait for it to roar out of you, then wait patiently. if it never does roar out of you, do something else.  if you first have to read it to your wife or your girlfriend or your boyfriend or your parents or to anybody at all, you're not ready.  don't be like so many writers, don't be like so many thousands of people who call themselves writers, don't be dull and boring and pretentious, don't be consumed with self- love. the libraries of the world have yawned themselves to sleep over your kind. don't add to that. don't do it. unless it comes out of your soul like a rocket, unless being still would drive you to madness or suicide or murder, don't do it. unless the sun inside you is burning your gut, don't do it.  when it is truly time, and if you have been chosen, it will do it by itself and it will keep on doing it until you die or it dies in you.  there is no other way.  and there never was.
Currently reading:
White Noise (Penguin Great Books of the 20th Century)
By Don DeLillo

Saturday, November 08, 2008 

Current mood:  cultured 
Category: Writing and Poetry

I got my second rejection letter today. It was better than the last one I think, even if sent by email. See below:

Dear Jennifer, 

Thanks for submitting your work to jmww. We were encouraged by your poetry but, unfortunately, couldn't find a place for it in this issue. Thanks again so much for thinking of us, and we'll hope you'll consider submitting again!

Best wishes,
The Editors at jmww

Currently watching:
The L Word - The Complete Fifth Season
Release date: 2008-10-28
Thursday, November 06, 2008 

Current mood:  busy 
Category: Music
This video fully facinated and freaked out the very young me watching it on the very young MTV. My dad was quite fond of music videos back in the day (when they were cool...duh. Today's videos are sooo not Dad's style. He prefers outdoors shows, reality TV and "My Big Fat Redneck Wedding" currently). The part where Alice turns into cake? I figured Tom came up with that for my childhood nightmares. Enjoy! 





http://community.mtvmusic.com/Video/Dont-Come-Arou...

source: MTV Music



p.s. This is the first video I looked up when I found out that MTV had put every single video they had ever aired on their website. 

p.s.s. "I learned it from TV"
Currently reading:
The Woman Warrior: Memoirs of a Girlhood Among Ghosts
By Maxine Hong Kingston
Release date: 1989-04-23
Tuesday, November 04, 2008 

Current mood:  blessed
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NOTE: The Rev. Panagore prayed this original prayer poem in the Maine State Senate Chamber to open the day for the senators. This prayer was extremely well received. He told us that, in all his years of praying in both the Maine Senate and the Maine House, he had never before received hand-written thank-you notes from the state leadership.

Weekly Prayer

Let's Pray a poem. 

Hey God, 

This is for your people
who,
Satisfy one side and
Alienate the other ...
Stand rigidly and
Snap like a spruce in a gale;
Intractable,
Regrettable.
Stand fluidly and
Flex like a birch in a gale;
Collaborative,
Beneficial. 

Solutions through
Compromise are
Inclusive of all your people. 

Satisfying fully none, but
Bipartisan and fruitful.
Bless these leadership women,
Bless these leadership men,
With an honorable wisdom
That reaches between the aisles
With open hands and open minds, with
Plainly spoken strong thoughts creating
New ideas forged from opposing ideas.
Banish rancor;
Banish ideology;
Banish sound bites;
Banish diminishing labels;
Stand for your people,
Stand with your people,
Stand by your people,
The grand majority of us who
Stand in the wide, wide middle.
It's time for true change, Lord;
It's time for inspiration,
It's time for hope;
It's time for tough choices
And spot on solutions,
Not brokered on the backs of the poor,
Nor picked from the pockets of the rich.
It's time for give and take,
On both aisle sides
with gains for all for
A new Maine
For a new day
In a renewed America.
Bless this day, God of All,
Bless this chamber, God of truth, and
Lead us in the middle way.
Amen.

-The Rev. Peter B. Panagore

Currently reading:
Somehow Form a Family: Stories That Are Mostly True
By Tony Earley
Thursday, October 30, 2008 

Current mood:  bummed 
Category: Writing and Poetry
Poetry is ... a universal bitter-sweet mixture for all possible household emergencies, and its action varies according as it is taken in a wineglass or tablespoon, inhaled, gargled, or rubbed on the chest...."

- Robert Graves
Currently listening:
Bella Donna
By Stevie Nicks
Release date: 1990-10-25
Saturday, October 25, 2008 

Current mood:  breezy 
Category: News and Politics

Take this test. I did and I compare with Gandhi, Buddha and the Dalhi Lama. i.e. the left and lower quadrant almost dead center. I found it to be highly enlightening.

I'm off to the Vancouver Mall, Target and then Sushi Land!

Friday, October 24, 2008 

Current mood:  mellow 
Category: Writing and Poetry
A bird doesn't sing because it has an answer,
it sings because it has a song."

-Maya Angelou
Currently listening:
Conor Oberst
By Conor Oberst
Release date: 2008-08-05
Wednesday, October 22, 2008 

Current mood:  sleepy 
Category: Life
We don't do our children any favors by trying to be perfect, by never admitting we have made a mistake - by never confessing that we are wrong. 

If they think we are perfect, they will feel like failures when they find out they are not perfect themselves. 

Look at all those people whose stories we read in the Bible: There is Abraham, who mistreated both of his wives and almost killed both of his children. There is King David, who had an affair with a married woman and arranged to have her husband murdered for his convenience. And these are the good guys. 

And what we learn from that, is you can be an awfully good person without being a perfect one. And you can be a wonderful parent without being a perfect parent.

-Rabbi Harold Kushner 
and
 
... intellectual capacity is no guarantee against being dead wrong."
-Carl Sagan


 
Currently reading:
Wise Blood: A Novel
By Flannery O'Connor
Release date: 2007-03-06
Friday, October 17, 2008 

Current mood:  sad 
Category: Life

I can still remember the night (right around Halloween) when Mom and Dad said she was staying. No one had claimed her when Mom had put a collar on her with our name and number.

She drank out of the water glasses I left in my room for years before I figured it out.

She loved Spaghetti-o's.

We called her Skit-Mit, Skittle and Mittle.

She let Lucas bathe her when she fell in oil.

She loved to sleep in girl beds. She favored Shannon's after I moved out.

A cat walks in your door and stays 20 years. The miracle is in the blessing the six of us were given.

"The miracles of nature do not seem miracles because they are so common. If no one had ever seen a flower, even a dandelion would be the most startling event in the world."
                            -Author unknown

 

Currently reading:
The Country of Marriage (Harvest Book ; Hb 315)
By Wendell Berry
Friday, October 10, 2008 

Current mood:  thankful 
Category: Life
Our friends in the neighborhood could have lost their home...or more, in the fire they had tonight. Thankfully, they were late getting home from church. Thankfully, the "arcing" damaged wire in the attic didn't catch fire earlier or later when they all were asleep. The talking about what she pulled from the house and the unexpected laughter in a time of such crisis allows for the reflection of what matters. I can't imagine what she felt in those moments when she didn't know if she would ever get to be in her home again. But as mothers together, as she told me that the children were safe, then beloved books and mementos of loved ones who have passed were taken up in her arms in the dark smokey house. I understood completely.
 
I am so blessed to know these wonderful people.
 
"After years of pursuing myself through the world, I am ready to pause, to arrive once more ... at a here, and stay long enough so that "here" is all that need be said. 

I want to recognize my neighbors, not wake up in the morning and squint trying to remember where I am, not hesitate wondering how to answer when asked where I'm from.... 

I want to stop the rolling camera. I want a close-up, a still life, and me in the picture."


Currently reading:
Ragtime: A Novel
By E.L. Doctorow
Release date: 2007-05-08

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